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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
The BrightsidePeople may feel that I'm a positive personI'm always taking things postitiveEncouraging people to be positive and to cheer them upBut yesterday, all these thoughts about me were just crushed like thatI've always thought that I'll be able to look positive in thingsAlthough I know yesterday's situation wasnt sucha big dealBut I felt that it was a big dealI know I did try to look positive But time and time again, I just failedOr maybe, I didnt. I didnt put my mind and soul over itIs it just mind over matter?You may judge me in this post wondering what a loser I amI'm not seeking for your attention hereI'm only wondering how do I gain back my self confidenceMy self-esteem, my self confidence is as low as everThe bottomline is that, I really love putting myself downIt's just an habit? Maybe. Bad habits are hard to kill.Urgh whatever. Calling myself lousy is just like normal?Gees.I guess I'm only made to look positiveAnd this issue must come so near the pnw this sundayI really don't know if it's gonna haunt me downThe phobia and all, I'm trying to overcomeLord, I really need strengthPlease grant me the courage and strengthPlease allow me to lean on YouI'm going to break and fall to pieces any time.
♥ 4:33 PM